Lexi

So I was thinking and the pictures I posted of Lexi an Jordan when they were a baby the other day made me think back man they are growing up fast in just 5 short years my baby Jordan will not be a baby anymore he will be thirteen. O my god thirteen. And little Lexi she will be ten. I hope these years go by sow. I miss the ones I have had with them so bad already, looking back at there photo’s o how they have gotten so big! It seems just like yesterday I was rocking Lexi to sleep in the chair as she plays with my hair. That is something she loved to do and still really likes to do when she is falling asleep is playing with my hair. Aghh I just got a phone call and it totally distracted me and kind of made me mad, People are so irritating. I have so much going on and the fact that people want to be so rude and try and screw me over makes me mad. Anyways now back to my little baby girl. She has an appointment in Feb. for her seizures, her medicine seems to be working this time they have switched her so many times, I didnt get to go to her last couple appointments because we had Lucian in the hospital. Her dad and Grandma brought her so it is hard for me to find things out and to know exactly what us going on if i am not there. I hate that I wasnt there but you cant be in to places at one time. I guess I atleast new she was ok at that time and we were not to sure about Lucian. So so far so good everything has worked out with the kids. I thought jordan had adhd and i still do think he has it to some degree it is so hard to get him to pay attention but he is getting better with it. It used to take me over an hour just to get him to write a couple spelling words but it has improved I think alot of it had something to do with he fact that we were at the hospital allot more than we were at home. Having to see the kids at night is not the same as being home all day we know that., Thats why I am dreading the fact that we might have to go back int he hospital in may because not only will Lucian have another surgery the kids will be away from us and that is going to not be a good time but atleast hopefully they will be out of school so there routine will be aloud to change some what and it will be ok.