Everyone is Sick

I am just so frustrated. I don’t understand so many different things. i am telling myself over and over again that eventually it will all come to me and that everything will be alright. You know after awhile you just start to wonder. I feel like I have my plate so full right now with alot of things which makes it even harder when your wanting to stack even more on top of that. It gets so irritating. I guess the most frustrating part is not knowing how to handle it all. I keep telling myself things will all line up and work them selves out. I question alot of things. The only things I really don’t question is that I love my family so much. That is a give in that is something that could never be questioned. Today I have a full plate I have three sick kids lexi lucian and silas are all vomiting. Lexi and Lucian are the only ones with a fever though. Hopefully jordan doesnt get this four sick kids vomiting all at the same time with fevers I don’t know if I can do that. It is always worse at night to. I am currently waiting on the doctor to call me back.