It’s 1 am and a 103.2 Fever

It is one am and I am not going to be getting any sleep again tonight I am waiting on the hospital to call me back for the unteenth time today lucian is running a 103.2 fever it is just getting worse and I am scared I gave him tylenol at 8 when it was 100.5 and 4 hours later it is 103.2 i have a wet rag on his head and he doesnt seem to mind it at all, i have given him a couple back to back neb treatments like they ask me to do a few moments ago and and getting ready to give him his last one. His nose is so clogged and he is so helpless i feel so bad for him.  I just want him to feel better. So far I have been told two different things the first lady I talked to told me not let his fever get over 102 and that a low grade fever is fine well 103.2 is not freakin low grade. I have made myself my unteenth cup of coffee, My head hurts so bad from n sleep it is starting to subside its self. It is so hard talking to someone on the phone trying to explain to them what is going on with our son when they havent delt with him before. They have no idea about his past all they are going on is what i am telling them and half the time half of them dont even know what the word or meaning to esophageal atresia is. Most peopel think it is esophageal cancer. Not the case. It IS ACTUALLY the congenital absence, or the pathological closure, of an opening, passage, or cavity. and Esophageal is self explainable. So I am now done with his final neb treatment.  So I am waiting on here call back and I am just going to have to take it like I said earlier hour by hour. There is obvisously a reason he has sucha  high fever. He has never had a fever this high ot ever. I am worried sick I will be back on and I will keep this up dated.