I am sick and I am getting really Mad.

I am finding myself getting more and more impatient. I don’t feel good and I want someone to listen to me. But when you are on the phone at 10am and they are so post to call me back I have never gotten a call yet it is f@#$in ridiculous. I called first thing this morning to let them know about the blood issue and that I am still having the dizzy spells and feeling like I am going to faint. The vomiting, no sleep with that. They took all my information and then when I called back hours later I was told the reason why I had not got a cal yet was because they were in clinic well hello they have nurses and that is what they are there for, And just when do they call people back after they closed and they make you go the emergency room. Yay that’s what i want is to be exposed to all kinds of illnesses and germs I don’t think so. I am getting frustrated I just want to feel better. I am short tempered. I know what it feels like to be pregnant and I know what my body feels like when something is not right and I don’t feel well. it could be as simple as my blood sugar being off and that could be why I am dizzy. I don’t know. But I even fin it hard to sit up and I am dizzy and when i have to walk it is worse. I find myself grabbing on to things to keep my balance. I worry especially when I have to pick up Lucian when I am like this. I don’t know but if I don’t start feeling better I might end up in the e.r tonight because this dizzy stuff I cant sleep sit or do anything comfortable. I have lost 4 or 5 pounds from vomiting. Something has to give, I was looking around for other doctors today but finding one that excepts my insurance is a problem. Hopefully things will get better.