It’s a wonderful Life!

So far so good my morning has been ok. I got a phone call waking me up this morning from my mom so I wouldn’t over sleep. I didn’t get to be until after two by the time I got everything done around the house. Lexi is still asleep which is rare for her to sleep this long it is five til 8 and she is always up. Lucian and Travis are still sleeping to. I ask myself why didn’t I climb back into bed and I told myself that because as soon as I do someone will wake up then I am up and it will just make me cranky so I am up for the day.It is bitterly cold out side. I got my gas bill this month. I was kind of surprised I thought it would be alot more than what it has been especially since we have been running the heat but it was only a hundred and four dollars. The only part about it that makes me mad and is I didn’t get my bill up until a couple days ago and it is do tomorrow. So it is going to be like 3 or 4 days late. Hopefully they won’t shut us off. Now our electric bill is a different story it is alot more. But what am I to expect with three little kids.I am on the hunt for a new used car that is going to be decent because the one that I had that I was going to get fixed that just needed a new windshield and a new headlight well someone decided to brake out my passenger side window and it has gotten all wet in it and I am just so angry. The thing that makes me angry the most is I dono who did it and it is not like some average Joe just walked up our half mile long drive way and did it. I guess you could say I don’t really get along with my brother and sister and her boyfriend. They all live right next door as well as my parents. It is not that I ever had a problem with any of them in fact I love my family, But some where along the line int he last year stuff started to hit the fan it is a long story, bottom line is we don’t bother anyone. We mind our own business and that is that. However some time ago like a few months ago we found chicken eggs broke in our stuff out side, we found speaker wires cut to our speakers that were in the shed outside that Travis’s band used to practice in. We also found that someone had broken a key off in our storage shed be hind our house why I dono there is nothing in it, just a dresser some Christmas stuff and a few older baby things whoo! It just makes me very upset. When I ask about all of it especially say something to my parents about it I think it is like they think it is a joke or something. I dono so I think it has all finally stopped. I think I might have finally got so mad and snapped so many times that they are over there destroying hunt. The things that get me the most is none of us even did anythign to them and I don’t understand why. And it is like my sister and brother don’t have anything o do with Lucian hell really my parents don’t either. My dad is always at work but my mom never calls and says hey you should bring over Lucian or can I come over and see him we live like 50 feet from each other. But she will call and ask if Lexi and Jordan can come over. But she also knows I cant just let her take Lucina over to her house by herself in case something would happen plus he wouldn’t be having that anyways because he has the stranger anxiety thing going on. I just wish everyone got along, everyone used to get along. Everyone got along fine until after I had Lucian and the band had to quit because we got transferred to Chicago. I dono life is to short for people to be this way to each other. Trust me I have sat over many cups of coffee and thought about everything and I don’t really see it changing anytime soon.My parents finally told them if they couldn’t be nice and had nothing nice to say then stay out of our yard and to leave us alone. So far so good. It seems the only time anyone calls me is if they need something so I dono, and me being the nice person that I am usually always ends up doing whatever and being nice. I think I am going to go with he idea and go ahead and pick Lucina up some baby suppositories. I have used them one other time on him and they worked pretty well. I used to be able to just take his temp rectally and he would go but not the case anymore for some reason. The doctors will just through it in my face that baby’s with down syndrome don’t go to the bathroom as well as other kids so I really haven’t done my research on that, I figured it was just one of though typical things that they say every downs kid has a problem with may not be the case for every child with down syndrome. I mean they tell us all the time Lucian does things a typical downs child would n do so I always just respond with well Lucina is not a typical baby, Do any of you know anythign about that before I start doing my home work? I want to give him juice and water in between his feeds but I have to figure out when is the best time to do it because his little tummy is so small I don’t want to over load it. But I do think he needs some more fluid intake but ti is hard when he doesn’t take my mouth especially anythign to drink.I hope I hear frost the surgeons office soon this morning. But I am going to get off here and get things situated for when the kidies awake, to all have a wonderful day!