My Saturday Night….

So wow the last couple of days just have not been good at all. I am exhausted mentally and emotionally let alone physically. I went to work yesterday. Last night was very bad i had four separate families that came in and couldn’t speak very good English the spoke speak Spanish. So I guess the one guy wanted to pre pay and told me the wrong pump and pumped on a different one so i had pre paid gas on one pump and then he had me authorize him on another it was a mess, I had a guy walk out with a sandwich he said he was going to pay for with his gas so i ended up having to go pull the stuff off the shelf so i would have it to ring the items that they bought that they were going to try and get away with out paying for. F*u****s. Why do people have to be like that? Then i had stuff rang in on my register and he walked off some where then someone else wanted to pay for there stuff and o i had to void a transaction which takes for freakin ever. Then to top it all off i forgot my keys to close the store last night so i had to call someone and wait on them to bring me there store key. My night just really blowed an then to top it off i have Travis awake at 8 this morning trying to kill our cat because one of them crapped on the floor and i mean he was mad. Thing is it was his cat not mine that did it and the only reason why because the box wasn’t cleaned out for them to go it had been like a week. So there litter ended changed. One of the cats goes in and out but the other one has never been out before ever and let me tell you he thru them both out the door. My little precious was so scared. He thought the chickens and turkeys were going to get him. He was just huddled next to a tree.:( But I guess all is good with them now duce is still outside an my kitty I went out and got but he is hiding inside now because he is scared and i would be to as well. And it probably didn’t feel to well being thrown out doors. I am furious. I love my cat and my dog to. It is bad enough that my smokie smoke is gone it tears me up..All in all I will get over it just not the way i wanted to wake on the only day i had to sleep. Not to mention I still didn’t get to bed before 3 am this morning then i was awoken at 6 by Travis he brought int he humidifier, so then after that i was back out but after him chasing the cat around to throw them out i am up now and i still have a head ache and i have alot to do that i was hoping i would just now be starting after getting up. But no now i have been up all morning long. I can feel it i am going to become mother bitch, i am to stressed out. With work, home work for the kids dinner baths pets, play time with the kids, Lucian and me going back to school my hands are full. I am surprised i have made it this far.So I had myself an emotional break down at work last night i was ringing people up and they and all left an this lady i work with started asking me questions about Lucian and so I was trying to explain it to her so she could understand and she just kept asking why cant they do this or this and finally i just broke down in tears and she came and gave me a hug. It is just not as simple as everyone on the outside of the picture thinks it is. It is actually very complicated. Thing is I don’t ever cry in front of anyone i couldn’t believe i did it but i just could n help it it just came out. I think well I don what i think. She probably thinks i am nuts though. I hope everyone is doing better than me on this Sunday morning. I wish you all the best and hope you have a happy Sunday day!