Today

Today has been a much better day than yesterday thank god. I am not feeling so well today though I think I am just drained from all the stress. Lucian hasn’t ate by mouth in three weeks and I in my heart feel that something is going on and I just want to figure out why. I think they think he is just not eating because he is sick but I don’t think it is just that I think it ads up to be a little more than that. I had spaghetti last night and I know as long as I am pregnant I will never have it again I was up all night with heart burn and acid in my throat and woke up this morning burping it forget that. We have alot of appointments coming up really soon. It is going to be hectic but I will just go with the flow I guess. Everything is still really the same and nothing has changed. Travis and I have finally kicked the flu I think thank god. I hope all is well with everyone else. I wont bore you with my worries to day they would just be the same ones form the day before.! I will be in touch with any further news and updates.