Whats Been Up Lately

I have been pretty busy lately with just life in general. Everything is so hectic right now. If it is not one thing it is another. I have been trying to get stuff done around the house and some how we ended up getting rid of like 12 bags of old clothes and toys to good will. It felt good in alot of ways. I know I wasn’t throwing away stuff people could use and I was cleaning out our house at the same time. I just never realized how hard it is with two little ones. Lucian he is on a war path it is absolutely insane some times ok well most of the time. The things he does… Like tries to play in the toilet , loves to throw things in the toilet. He is on this major biting kick right now and I am not to crazy about it all. He bit Lexi’s stomach and drew blood. He has bitten Silas on the cheek. He has bit my finger and he has bit Travis a couple of times as well. Bless his heart I want him to bite just on food not people.

I think he is getting ready to maybe want to start potty training he has been taking off his diaper alot. Especially when he is wet. He is so funny he fallows you around the house like a lost puppy yelling things trying to get out new words. But when he is not biting he is trying to rip anything down off a shelf he can. He rips Lexi’s dresser drawers out including his own and then puts clothes all over.

We are at a weight halt with him 22lbs 6 ounces so we have got to get up over that it is very important.

As for Silas he is doing well. He is learning new things every day. he says mama dada ,baba, and what sounds to be like hi!  He is growing like a weed. I notice new things about him all the time. He is eating baby food now and loves sweet potatoes. He loves attention from anyone he can get it from lol!  He can sit up all by himself and he is seriously trying to crawl. Our baby is getting so big so fast. He is also trying to get some teeth. He is chewing on everything. But other than that all is good with him.

Lucian has to have surgery on May 13th. he is having tubes put in his ears and his adenoids taken out. It makes me pretty nervous because they are putting him to sleep and the last time they put him to sleep with the vent they said he could have a chance of not coming off of it, However that was along time ago so I am sure he will be just fine. Look at me I said along time ago like it was years and years ago when in all reality it was just 2 years ago. When Lucian turns three all of our services in home therapy will stop and we will have to take him every where he needs to go to get his therapy. That my friend is going to suck.  I think I am busy now. Wow! And just like I think I am busy now with Lucian wait until Silas is crawling every where and then I have them both to keep track of! Not that it matters little Silas is rolling every where he gets to where he wants to go that’s for sure.

Lexi and Jordan are doing well. Both in school and at home. As for me my schedule has not changed much. i still go  on like 2 to 4 hours of sleep a night. I go all day long with out a nap and I am proud of myself I don’t drink coffee anymore and if I do it is just a couple of cups and they last me a long time. I will be honest it is not easy on me at all. Half of the time I feel like after 9pm I am just done for. Like last night I fell asleep with Silas in my arms sitting up in my computer chair.  I find my self dozing sitting up all the time. It’s funny I catch myself and jump almost. But every day I make it. I go to bed knowing I am only going to get a couple hours of sleep and the new day is right around the corner and I am ok with that. I get alot more done that way. I sometimes don’t do my house work until int he middle of the night or before I go to work. I know I can get things done with out my little si si crying or Lucian ripping out what I pick up but I can count on it being out when I get home. It’s inevitable he is two! So i have decided I am cleaning house I am getting rid of anything I don’t use on a daily basis or if I haven’t used it in the last past month. Chances are if I haven’t I probably wont be using it.  So it goes. Like I used to save all the kids clothes they out grew not anymore. I know we are not having anymore kids so there is no need to keep it at all.

As for other things in my life I am just trying to figure it all out. I have alot of plans and it is just figuring out what to put first. The book is starting to open and all the pages are starting to turn. I now know I will get there it is just figuring out what to put first and just taking care of it all. Start with the first thing and move down the list. Keep checking things off until they are gone. But I have got to get off of here for now and get some things done and I will be back with updates again soon.