So I still have a few things to situate but I do feel alot better. I just have had so much going on sometimes any little amount of unneeded stress doesn’t help with what you already have going on. Of coarse some miscommunication doesn’t always help either.

Anyways Lucian is very sick he has been vomiting ,diarrhea ,fever. Lexi just got over it all and Jordan is doing the same as Lucian. I hope Travis and I don’t get this. My stomach doesn’t feel very well but I am hoping alot of it has to do with stress. I swear if I get the flu after getting the flu shot I am never getting another flu shot ever again. It is bad enough that Lucina got a flu shot and he still got it. But I cna pretty much bet on him getting it atleast once just hopefully with the shot he doesn’t get it as bad. But if that is the case I would hate to see him with out it because he is one sick little boy right now. And Jordan I feel s bad for him all they have done is vomit vomit vomit and Lexi she only vomited that first day about 3 times and then she was done.

I am trying to cut back on my coffee today because I have been drinking way to much of it lately. And if my stomach don’t feel good it is probably not what I need. I am waiting on the doctor to get back with me again about Lucian. I will be back with updates when I can.

So we took Lucian back in today. He got to finally see his regular pediatrician. He seems like he is getting some what better slowly but surely. It would probably help if the idiot doctor that we saw would have put him on the right kind of medicine and the proper dose as well. He still has fevers and is very congested. We are at home though and that is one thing that counts. We are doing neb treatments still every four hours and cpt as well as his antibiotics and that is about all we can do besides trying to keep him comfortable. His pediatrician said that after getting on this new medicine and the new dose that he should not be running a fever in three days and if he is then we have to get him back in asap.
As for me I now have what Lexi and Jordan had. I can barely breathe I have a sore throat my ears hurt and I am exhausted. I also went to the doctor today as well. I will be lucky if I go on pregnant 5 more weeks. I measured small again today as well. So in 2 weeks I have another appointment and they are going to do a sonogram. I will then be almost 36 weeks. So I have to start getting things situated. I am still trying to figure out when I am going to go on maternity leave. I am thinking about taking the last week of October and the week I am due off instead of working until i go into labor. As time goes on I find myself getting more and more exhausted. I just hope by the time I go into labor everyone is happy and healthy. I work tomorrow night for the first night in like 5 days because of Lucian being sick. And you would no now I am getting sick and I just have to toughen through it all. I have been having some contractions but my doctor said it should be ok just make sure that I am drinking alot of water or whatever and that I am getting plenty of rest. I wanted to laugh when she said get plenty of rest. I won know what that is like for the next 20 years of my life lol. Lexi and Jordan are atleast healthy now. We still go in for the impedance study at the end of the month. I am very nervous about a doctor putting our son to sleep that has never done so before because lucian desats meaning his heart rate drops and he does funny things when he is put out. Also I find it very terrifying that another doctor will be sticking a wire down my sons esophagus where his stricture point is. I hope he consults with our favorite doctor in the world doctor Rogers. One mess up and he could destroy all doctor Rogers work the last 21 months and all the work we have done. Not to mention he would destroy our sons esophagus. How ever this man has been doing this for quite some time and I have heard he is pretty good so I have to hold some faith in him. But I do plan on getting a hold of Doctor Rogers office and asking them a few questions and am going to make sure this other doctor knows whats up with our sons esophagus.
Jordan seems to love St. Johns and I think it is doing him alot of good. I don’t see as much of his autism coming out I mean as far as him getting frustrated with his school work. We still have a hard time but not as bad. I guess it really depends on the night and what kind of mood mind set he is in. We have a strict schedule we have to stick by. Although when I am not at work I try and accomplish everything a little bit earlier and have done a good job so far.
Lexi loves kindergarten the only issues she has had have been on the bus and I told her if they didn’t stop and continued to go on that I would take them to school and so far there haven’t been any other issues.
So my next goal is to go pick out a new baby bed by the 3rd of October as well as buying a few new things for our new arrival so that everything is ready. I also plan to have my bags packed this time. Last time they were not packed and I was going crazy in labor looking of things to bring with me none of that this time around. But anyways I guess I am going to get off of here. I still have a few things to take care of before tomorrow actually alot because I have fell be hind since Lucian has been sick and the other two kids. But some of it can wait. I say that but it probably wont actually happen. I will be back with updates as soon as I can.

So Lexi and Jordan had there first day of school yesterday and they both were so excited. I took them yesterday and today the rode the bus. Lexi is going to the public school and Jordan I made the decision to send him to the small private school so that he could have more one on one help and he s far seems to be very happy with it. The teachers that he has I had when I was in school. He will get lots of one on one because there is only 8 kids in 1st through 4th grade. There are only two second graders and one of them is him and the other little boy that is in 2nd grade with him likes the Chicago cubs to so he was pretty excited. He loved the fact that he got his own desk and the top of it lifted up and stayed up all by its self! So cute. Lexi I had to go out and make sure the bus driver was going to have the teacher walk her in because she was a little freaked out. She is adorable. The first thing when I woke Jordan up was mommy this is my first real day of school.
Me being pregnant scrambling around trying to fin time to make sure everything is done is just nuts at time. Like this morning. I worked all night last night and when I got up this morning I was like o my gosh I forgot to pack both there lunches and pick out there clothes before I went to bed. I was just so exhausted. We were just so s busy last night we were slammed. I didn’t even get a break to eat anything last night.
That never happens i usually always get a break but I made it through it.
We are in the middle of cleaning our house and rearranging I am hoping we will get alot of that done today. I work at 5 today instead of four so I will atleast be able to see the kids for an hour after they get off the bus from school. Most days I am there at four. I havent really mentioned what I am up to lately. I was working at caseys and at subway but I went to just subway. A few weeks ago I had some issues with my pregnancy some spotting and my body was just telling me to slow down and as hard headed as I am I had to listen. Caseys was 20 miles away and subway is 3 miles away and I am making the same as what I made at caseys. I am saving money in gas to. It has been really hard for me to except the fact that there are certain things I can not do for the next two months. I was convinced that I would be able to work at caseys and at subway keep up with the house appointments home visits and the kids and school. But I just cant. It some what makes me feel like a failure. I have contemplated on going back to caseys several times actually all the time they have called me and as me if i could come back like 5 times. And one time because they needed a shift covered. Lucian had an ear infection and he has finished all his antibiotic so I might get him back in so that he can just get a re check so I know he is tip top. Lexi has been coughing I am hoping she is not getting a cold seems they always start around school time. Lucian has a g i appointment coming up on Sept. 3rd and I have a prenatal appointment on the 4th. Lexi’s birthday is the 3rd of September to. I have some how managed to get all of her birthday and most of all four of the kids Christmas’s bought and put away. Takes some worry off. My car has been acting up again. I think got some bad gas the other day it was dogging out and acting funny so I put some heat in it. Then it wouldnt start a few times and I had to have my mom jump it with her car and a girl I work with a couple nights ago as well.
I am getting big if I can ever get the scanner hooked back up to my computer I will scan the pictures of the 3 d sonogram I had it was so awesome. I feel like a huge blimp. I was pre pregnancy at 118lbs and now I am two months away from being due and I am at 141. I hope I don’t gain to much more weight it is hard to breath weighing this much and it makes you feel wore out faster the bigger I get to. My dads dad my grandpa is in the hospital with chest pain please say a prayer for him that he is going to be alright.
I had a glucose tolerance test done and failed it so this past Friday I had to go have the three hour test done and I should get the results today. I just don’t want to have to go on insulin at all. Needles scare me to death I hate them so bad. But I so pose I should get off of here for now I have alot to get done and I will work on getting back with more updates as soon as I can. I know I haven’t been he greatest at it lately just alot going on.

Well I have been a busy lady today and really the last few days. I had a meeting today for Jordan at school and he got diagnosed with Autism Spectrum disorder. This is something that is honestly totally new to me so I am having to learn alot of new things. They just started going over everything with me about his schooling and I new that they were doing further testing for special education classes for him because of the add/adhd and then in the middle they all tell me that they had a autism technical assistance team evaluate Jordan and that he met the criteria for autism spectrum disorder in the area of communication and in the area of reciprocal social interaction. So like I said this is all new to me if anyone out there has any advice who reads my blog please feel free to help me out. But for now I have to go and I will fill everyone in on more later on when I get a chance.

My son Jordan he is 7 years old and he is so awesome he teaches me something new every day. I am so glad I was blessed with him he has changed me in so many different ways to make me such a better person inside and out. I honestly think each one of my kids brings the best out in me. I have never been that fond of vomit, formula spit up is alot different than food throw up, and he was sick and he ended up getting sick all over the bath room floor and i think he thought i was upset e had gotten it on the floor but i calmly explained to him it happens and that it was no big deal and im sure there would be plenty more times it would happen if not from him from someone else in our house hold. And it was so cute he was sitting on the side of the bath tub and he says mom i sure do appreciate it”, it was so precious such a big word for a small boy! His vocabulary is expanding so much and I love it. He always uses such big intelligent words. Sometimes they are hard to understand because he doesn’t get the pronunciation right but it just makes it cuter, but I try and always correct him so that he can get it right. We were reading tonight and he was doing so great he said mom i dont sound like a robot anymore,he giggled away as i laughed also. He meant his reading had smoothed out and wasn’t so choppy! Kids say the cutest things!