6/2/09

Boy am I tired I worked all week long but that wasn’t the issue it was that I closed Sunday night and didn’t get home until midnight had to shower and do a few things around the house unwind from running my butt off at work and Lucian was up and down I tried to lay down but it just was not happening. So I really got no sleep since Saturday night and then Monday after closing Sunday night I had to be back at work Monday at 7 am and had to work until 4 but didn’t actually get out until4:30 or so. And so I didn’t get home until 5:15 then I had to be back in there this morning at 9 am so i am tired. I have a doctors appointment tomorrow so I will be back with updates about that. My allergies have been acting up really bad lately. Stuffy nose and lots of mucus my eyes watery and itchy and my throat. It is horrible. Lexi, Jordan and Lucian have been doing well. I am hoping one of these days before we have the new baby that Travis and I can get out some where alone it would be so nice. But wish full thinking so it’s ok.
I am wanting to pick up a second part time job for some extra money before we have the baby so I know we will be ok on bills through the time I want to be off. I do not want to go right back to work I want to spend some time with the kids and the new baby. I know everyone probably thinks well you had 7 months off with lucian but he was in the hospital the whole time and I went back to work 5 days after we got discharged and it is just alot different being at home with your kids than in the hospital. But I am still thankful I have got to spend as much time with him in the hospital as we did. We were by his side pretty much 24/7 and didn’t leave but to eat pee and occasionally to go out and just breathe. That being only when we had our most trusted nurse. We saw our son to many times all most on his death bed all because he needed a suction and they didn’t get there fast enough by that time he was purple and needless to say it never happened again we were by his side to suction him every time he needed it before repair surgery.We couldn’t stand to watch our baby suffer. He has been a little fussy tonight but I think it is because he is teething. I have ate alot tonight a bowl of cereal two snickers bars a fruit bar some chips and dip apple sauce a piece of pizza and two bottles of v8 juice. All with in like 3 hours. But anyways I ahve to get off of here and get the little ones to bed an also have to feed lucian. I will be abck with updates when I can.