A New Day

So it is a new day today! That is the out look I have hopefully everything will be ok today. That’s what I go to bed praying every night, that everything will be better the next day then it was the day before. I got a few hours of sleep last night I guess better than the last few nights. I have to work this after noon and tonight. I hope it goes by fast. I really hope it goes by fast. I want to find a second part time job so that we have more money coming in. I know if I can find something else that it will help us out alot. I think my job now will work with me if I find something else part time. I don’t even know what but I am going to have to look. I originally thought that when I started my website with adsence If I could just make 4 dollars a day then that would be enough for me to not need a second job, but easier said than done. When I started working where I am employed now everything with my site slowed down. I used to post several posts a day now y time is so tied so ties I feel lucky to get one in. Lucian is such a little terd, he is so awesome. He makes this noise it sounds like the vowel sound a’a'a’a'a’ and kicks one of his feet in and out it is so cute. Or when he gets really loud with another sound and he try’s to do it so loud and for so long that he turns red it is hilarious. He does so many cute things. So I went to the dreadful grocery store last night and I hated every minute of it. I don’t think it is the shopping that I don’t like it is the unloading and putting away that I don’t like. If I go in with a list I am in good shape. If I don’t have a list it can be disastrous. Anyways that is out of the way for a little bit. I cant wait until it is summer time. I love the summer. So Lucian ripped out his g tube again Thursday night. It was a disaster. Travis had stomach contents all over him and we just quickly got a new sterile one out and lubed it up and inserted it in and then filled the balloon that holds it n with water. It went right in with no problems we hooked him up to make sure his contents would come out of his feeding tube and they did so we knew we had it, thank god. So Doctor Rogers had to silver nitrate around his g tube because of the granulated tissue. Hopefully that will help. It was getting pretty red around it and until he pulled it out the first time we had not had any problems with it. But as long as we use plenty of neosporin and split gauze and wash it with mild soap and water and dry it and then apply the above it usually stays looking pretty good. If we didn’t do that I know it would get to looking bad. Sometimes the gauze comes off in his close then he gets leakage on his nice outfits. Now that is irritating for sure. For little him and for me. He is such a good little boy. I couldn’t ask for a better baby.