Another Day

I was having a good day but apparently now I don’t do enough. I don’t get it it’s like I either don’t do enough or i’m doing something wrong or to much I never win. I try and do things tot he best of my ability. I try to be the best mom and best significant other possible and am always looking for ways to get better, I get up int he mornings and get Jordan on the bus and then get lucian situated and everything else especially if people are coming to our house. I work alot and when I am not doing that I am trying to play catch up with everything. Like this morning I was up at 6:45 and got Jordan ready to go and then did the dishes took out the trash and picked up did a load of laundry and it was ll done before the speech therapist and nutritionist got here. They were here for a little over an hour and then I was trying to do some researching int he middle but that didn’t work out as I planned. When I have been at work all day I get home and just want to sit for a half an hour that is it before i have to start dinner home work baths and bed. Sometimes I don’t get that half and hour well alot of the time but the kids miss me and it is to be expected. I look so forward to seeing my family when I get home. I work my tail off for them not for anyone else. There is just no time for Travis and I. The time will come eventually. It’s not just any one thing in general it is just life. I am luckily to have the great family I have and I feel very blessed.