Nothing new really going on. Lucian has been doing great. Lexi is getting a cold or something I think it is the same things she has been trying to fight off for a month now. She just gets a croup cough at night and has a runny nose during the day. It is getting so bitterly cold outside. We have a chance for some snow flurries today. I am not looking forward to any kind of snow or ice, because that means it just makes it harder and more time consuming to get out and to get to where I have to be. I was glad we got Lucian’s g tube back in by ourselves, we just wanted to go in the other day and have it checked so we new for sure we did it right. To here her tell us after she checked it that we did it right makes me so happy, I was always so worried about that, then after a year of him not pulling it out I really was convinced it would probably not happen. Thing is I’m not sure if he even pulled it out, Travis found him with it out after he woke up from a nap and he wiggles alot and sleeps on his tummy so i am wondering if it did not get cought on the carpet or something like that even though we always put down a blanket. When he try’s to crawl sometimes I notice it getting stuck to. He never acts like it bothers him at all, he did not even cry when we where putting it back it he just laid there like mom dad what are you doing to me. I was hoping we were going to get to see doctor rogers when we brought him in but we saw his nurse, so we will have to wait until Friday to see him. We as well as Lucian always love to see him. I think he is going out of town for a week after this Friday and I always hate when he goes out of town. I always worry about something happening to him, o i would just die. I do understand he has to get away sometimes and I don’t blame him at all. We are very weird about letting anyone else touch Lucian unless it is doctor Rogers. Hell it took us awhile to just be able to trust our pediatrician, and I think alot of that helped by the fact that she is in the same building with doctor rogers and she always talks to him and checks on everything before she just does stuff with Lucian which we greatly appreciate for sure. She has been out for a little bit though. She fell in the parking lot and broke her arm. Poor Doctor Branham. That really sucks it will be nice to see her back. Jordan is doing pretty good in school so that is great to hear. I am just so worried about Christmas. I have my mom up my butt to do this and to that, but in all reality she really has no idea at all. I think everyone around here just thinks our lives are all hunky dorie. Not the case at all the next couple weeks are going to be the hardest. I just pray to god he is watching out for us and will help us handle the situation and get us the things we need.

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