I’ll Warn you It’s a Gripe Fest in this One.

So I have found myself very irritable lately more so than usual. But mostly with people that just get on my nerves or the ones that are ate up with dumb. Like at work I have a system when I go in pretty much like a routine that I do. When it gets messed up or people start piling stuff up on me I start to get mad. I go to work and barley talk to anyone anymore one person and thats really it. I just really don’t have a interest in making friends here I am there for one thing and that is the money. I mean seriously. I go there do he stuff I have to do always and always try and do more so that it makes t easier on other people. Wat makes me mad he most is my hours got cut at work last week I only got two days and he told me it was because I requested days of but I didn’t ask off for all week long. I requested two days the days I had appointments for lucian. Yet they can hire some one else and give her my hours damn right I am pissed about it. I am pregnant and taking care of five people I need my hours no matter how tired I am. I just dont understand how you can hire someone part time and take away hours from on of the people that you know always gets things done. Like he floors int he kitchen the look like they haven’t been moped in 6 weeks I had to scrub them down with bleach water. Everyone always says we have to figure out a system with this but yet when you work people or give them all the hours and cut decent peoples hours of coarse things are not going to get done. And on top of all of that when I looked at my pay stub last Friday it said I had 8 hours less than what the schedule said I had plus I still haven’t gotten my raise I was so post to get after 90 days and that was back in February. I hope they plan on going back in and adding up how much I haven’t been getting paid all this time. I don’t even care if it is 15 cents more. I want my money and I want them to go back in and add up how many hours I have worked since February and take it times my raise money and I want what I deserve what i worked my ass off for. They don’t have a problem getting the other kid his raise that has not been there that long that got asked if he wanted full time and got the raise. An I know that because he was bragging about it. And I have been there alot longer than him. When I am waiting on people all day taking out trash inside and out and moping sweeping buffing the whole store stocking the cooler soda and beer facing the shelves bagging tons of ice break down boxes and take out milk crates and not to forget wiping things down a hundred times and the laundry and I am sure I am forgetting something because when your in the kitchen it is alot different. So I dono I just want some other people around there besides me and a couple other people to start caring. Anyways I am just frustrated atleast I got more than 2 days this week though but tomorrow I work from 10 to 6 and wont get home until close to seven and then I have to get he kids situated and dinner baths and then I have to be up by 2 so that I can get up and leave by like 3 :15 am to be at work by four am. Then I don’t get off until two pm. It is going to be a long week because I am sure I wont even probably go to sleep that day. I have a hard enough time sleeping with being up all night and peeing and heart burn and lucian and his bink and most of the time I just cant get comfortable. I have to have a pillow in between my legs and it falls on the floor a million times. Last night I woke up at 4:30 am and just couldn’t go back to sleep. Then I saw a light on in the back of the house and so I had to get up to see what that was all about and when Travis got up this morning I ask him about it and he said he shut it off before he went o bed so maybe we have a ghost or something. We had grilled chicken for dinner and I have heart burn so bad. And my insides and starting to feel like I am out of room so the next four and half months are going to be miserable I think. I hope not though.But I guess I am going to get off of here for now and try and get a few more things done.I will update again soon.