It is really Cold Today.

I am so tired I actually over slept this morning. I awoke as the bus was pulling out of our drive way and I was so mad. So I ended up having to have my mom take Jordan to school. Thank god she was getting out and had to be at work 5 minutes from where he goes to school. He was a little mad he missed the bus but was even madder that I wouldn’t let him take the Nintendo D.S that my parents thought they had to get him to school and I told him no. I didn’t want it to get broke or stolen. After awhile he calmed down but man if he gets into one of his moods watch out. He has not had a attitude problem for awhile but when he gets in a mood and throws a fit its best just to walk away til he calms down. I make sure he hears me tell him not to come out of his room until he changes his attitude then he usually comes out after 5 minutes and tells me he is sorry. He is the best little guy ever and I love him so much. He is turning into a little man. Alot has happened in the last year that has really effected there life different. We were away from them for awhile while Lucian spent all the 7 months in the hospital and especially when we were in Chicago. Seeing your kids only on the weekends doesn’t cut it because you are four hours away. Anyways he is a good little boy, he loves his little brother more than anything in the world. Lexi she is doing great also. We are working on her whining because she is really bad about that when she doesn’t get her way. Lexi has epilepsy. She has to take medicine in the morning and in the night everyday. She has went through alot of medicine changes she had her first seizure when she was just a little over a year old. She is such a little cutie. I am going to have to get her ready for school here shortly. This day is not going slow enough for me. Hopefully it will fly by tonight though while im cooking pizza’s tonight because the other lady that is working doesn’t know the kitchen but you know she has worked there 7 years what the hell is that. How can it be possible for me to know more than her.?It is annoying. I am hoping once all is on the ball with my schooling I can get on at St. Johns. That is what I really want. i am going to have to work hard for it but I am willing to do what I have to do to get there because int he end it will all be worth it. The money is good and I will be doing what I have a passion for and that is taking care of little baby’s in the nicu. I was so post to work today and then I would have been working counter but the asst. manager wanted to switch so I did but he oh’s me one for that. When I asked the g.m yesterday what I would be doing since i was switching shifts he said kitchen and I was like damn it, he said i thought you liked kitchen and i replied with not really but you have to do what you have to do and someone has to do it. So i don’t get to do what i want but its ok ill have plenty to keep me busy, it is the manual labor that sucks about the kitchen and my job period. The lifting, that is what sucks the most out of all of it in the cooler and freezers. But it must be done and life goes on. You never realize how light a case of soda is until you lift a flat of bottles. And hundreds of them because you have to move them to get to different ones so everything gets stocked. But I called about Lucian’s formula and they shorted us a case last month so it will be here on Thursday. That is why we ran out so quickly. I hope the new year is being good to everyone. I can say for the exception of the problem we are having with Lucian I have had a good start to a good new year. I just hope it gets better that is all.