Just an Update

So since I don’t have Lexi and Jordan tonight I didn’t make dinner so I am going to have to go find something that sounds good to eat here soon. I fed Lucian and he has been in such a good mood this after noon. He loves his drums so much, it is just a little plastic drum that he bangs on but he takes that drum stick to anything he can. He is absolutely a riot. He is so amazing he does something new to amaze me everyday and it is always something different it makes me wonder what I miss when I am at work all the time. That is why I am working such much now hoping that I will be able to take a little bit more time off after we have the new baby.
I have really felt pretty good lately other than being really tired. I will be glad after I go to my appointments on July 6th that I know everything is going the way it should. I feel like everything is going the way it should. I have had horrible cases of heart burn and it just right down sucks but I feel for my son. I know exactly how he feels. Only difference mine will be gone in four months and he will have his the rest of his life.
It saddens me so much to know that he will have to deal with reflux and dilations and thyriod appointments and things the rest of his life. I am so blessed he is who he is an is a strong fighter. He has been a fighter since he was inside me and has never once stopped. He always keeps trying when he cant get something he starts crying and gets madder than a hornet. But eventually he will master it. He got two his knee’s and would have the hardest time but he finally mastered it. He has got so far I think he will be walking in a matter of just a month or so. He is all over and it is so great. He is into tasting everythign we eat so he always usually tries it once and if he likes it he will do it again but it has to be on his own time,. He never sticks things in his mouth and he tried a cheesie poof yesterday and I was so excited. He held it in his hand and brought it to his ,mouth and everything. At first he just puts his lips down on it when you lay it down and if he likes it then he will go from there. He actually tried to take a drink of koolaid out of my cup and he got some and he did it one more time then he was done but he has never let us bring a cup to his mouth he always shakes his head no. Little cutie pie. But I am going to go find something to eat. Just an update.