My day today

So what have I been doing all day long? Well let me tell you, I have had my hands full today. I woke up thinking it was going to be a simple day. Not the case at all. I had to go to town and get Lucians medicine for his procedure tomorrow and then get groceries i had to got o the library to return a few medical books. Then I had been painting all day in between. Then tonight I thought my sister was watching my daughter int he morning until her grandpa could come pick her up because Lucian has his dilation in the morning, but she called me at 8pm tonight and told me she wasnt going to be able to do it. I dont understand why everyone has to wait until the last minute to do everything. So i had to call her dad and have him meet me to come pick her up, the tomorrow when jordan gets out of school his grandpa and his sister are going to go pick him up from school because they get out early. We will be at the hospital. I hope we are not there for to long I start work tomorrow at 5 and then I have to be back here saturday at 4:30am. Pretty stressful and then all the other stuff i have in between. I sometimes don’t know how i am going to pull this all off. it is so simple til i have to start working then I start feeling guilty and sometimes i feel like im falling behind then i get cranky and i feel like my emotions are all in a bundle then i get all sensitive. I think it boils down alot to me just being worried about everything, especially with lucian and his esophagus and everything. I just want us to have a good rest of the year.