O my God I want to Scream.

So I was so post to be off for two days but it didn’t happen. I ended up having to work yesterday and today has been a night mare. Our internet has been shit. It has not been working at all lately so that has put everyone in a bad mood. Well me and Travis anyways. More so him than me I think. Just to many things breaking not enough money to fix them and important things like our dryer, our dishwasher, his computer, you name it its broke. I feel like I work for nothing sometimes. I feel like I drain myself just to give our money away and we have nothing. Christmas was good thanks to alot of kind people. I guess the internet guy is gonna be out in the morning. It goes in and out after 5 minutes of being online the most irritating thing in the world. Ill be lucky if I get this posted. I have to work tomorrow. We took Lucian in to get his pictures taken today and we went to the wrong place then we couldn’t get Lucian to smile all he wanted to do was cry he was hungry and tired. Understandable. So we ended up finally getting him to burst a smile here and there and then that was it. Need less to say Travis’s mom got alot of the pictures. So I have them all on a disk and I will post them here soon. So many things to worry about and no time. I just hope things mellow out. I forgot that I had some one from early intervention coming out at 9am and that was a surprise. I was glad she came just was a hectic day.