So it is a half an hour before i have to leave. Work! Travis’s mom came over and saw Lucian for a couple of hours. He got a bath and then he got fed and he decided to take a nap. So he will probably still be asleep when I leave unfortunately. What can you do though the little guy is tired. I wish I was napping with him. I am really hoping tonight goes by fast. I am not in the mood to deal with anybody. Just not at all not at work. Really no one at all. Unless you have some good news then share away. Other than that no thanks on me talking. I am most generally a quite person unless I know you very well or we are on a subject I like to talk about. I like to sit back and take things in. How else are you so post to learn. You can save your self alot of mistakes by doing it that way. I often wonder if i am always like this or if it is just when I am tired. I never really paid attention.twenty minutes in counting until i leave, yay! sorry I am just really wore out. I am having my mom get Lexi and Jordan tonight because i normally pick them up from there dad but this time i have to work at night tonight so she is going to go get them and bring them to Travis for me?! Thank god for mom! So ya like i said I hope my night is quick someone pray to god my night goes fast. Thanks to everyone who has been supportive it mean a great deal to me more than you know.I just need more hours in the day and everything would be all good.
farmer*s Wife
January 11th, 2009 at 10:39 pm
Bless your heart. I’m working, course I live where I work. And, I work in many of the same ways you do, but I have more flexibility because I’m my own boss….
I’m working to bring in some extra funds with writing and taking on my dream. While you are working to do what is good for your family.
I am very blessed. Though, as a child…it was so tough. I am so thrilled at how hard you work and sorrowful for how tired you are, but appreciate how dedicated you are to your family and your children. Because they are the kids. We are the adults.
I remember being the child and wondering, why I often felt like the adult. It wasn’t fair.
I know you are so worn out. I read it and feel it with you daily. But, I hope you feel merit and take pride…even though it is a struggle. Because you are doing so good. Your children may or may not realize it now, but they are learning great values from you.
And, that? Is what parenting is all about. I pray for your two days off to come together soon and for you to get serious, quality sleep.